I am excited but I'm not anticipating it.
I can't believe that it's coming so soon.
It's tomorrow. I'm going off tomorrow.
Will I be fine? Will I miss home? Will I miss someone...?
I'm a little scared. I'm a little worried. I'm a little hesitant.
But I think when I reached there, it'll reverse.
I don't know. All I wish for is good health, spirit and luck when I'm there.
:)
Beijing. here I come.
Tiada Kesudahan
my favourite actor. hehehe. Sorry la din I flirting dengan you. hahaha
It was a memorable journey and wonderful night. I loved it so much
Many times in love, I lost.
I lost the person I love to someone else.
I waited for him to return but it never happened.
I looked for love high and low, but it wasn't looking for me.
He left. For another girl.
What's left of me?
Nothing else but pain, lost hopes and fear.
Fear of the same thing happening again.
Why...to me?
Did the persons I've loved before really see my heart?
Or...were they just taking me for granted?
If they think it's fun to date, it's not.
Well, it is while it lasted. But it gave me hopes.
FAKE hopes.
What happens to me in the end?
Again and again being deceived and left hanging.
And then crushed by the news of him returning to or finding a new soul mate.
What's left of me?
Nothing else but pain, and more pain, lost hopes and fear.
Fear of losing another love.
But love hasn't found me yet.
and until it finds me, or until all else fails,
I shall just be here.
Empty.
Hello.
Tales of the Dark: Tiada Kesudahan has ended. I thought it was awesome. I am proud that it's my work. I am glad to be part of it. I am satisfied with the cast and chorus. I am very happy about it. Thanks for appointing me as the scriptwriter. Thanks for believing in my story. Thanks for making it work. Thanks for everything. Thanks to the people who came, especially my friends. All 11 of them. I appreciated it so much. I enjoyed myself while performing and I hope everyone enjoyed it too.
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME ON FACEBOOK OR IN PERSON! I CAN'T MENTION ALL NAMES HERE BUT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. IF I COULD LIKE EACH COMMENT A HUNDRED TIMES, I WOULD. THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY.
ALSO, THANK YOU TO HAZWANI.DANIAL.MARDIANA AND FARHANAH! For...remembering my birthday? ahaha. WE SHALL MEET UP SOON!
THANK YOU TO MY EVD MATES, WHO SANG BIRTHDAY SONG FOR ME IN STUDIO JUST NOW! THANK YOU TITISAN TEMASEK FOR THE BIRTHDAY SONG TOO! THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH.
A VERY VERY SPECIAL THANKS TO...
SITI HAJAR
NUR ADILAH
NADIAH NURFADILAH
DINAH FARHANAH
NUR SHAHIRAH
HYACINTH
FOR THE SURPRISE THAT WAS SOOOOO HILARIOUS! IT WAS REALLY A GREAT SURPRISE! THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
SURE.LI, YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN! THANK YOU!
lastly...ANWAR! :D you made me smile on the way home. HAHAHAHA
yay! i love all of you! thank you! :D
Today I celebrate my 18th year of life. After having celebrated my friend's birthdays, I told myself "yours will be a long way to go". But finally that day came. However, it's so quick, I have to adapt to adulthood soon. I have to start thinking about it. I had a conversation with H last night...he made me think about my future a little. And I realised how laid back I was...My answers were always "I don't know" or "I don't want to think about it now"
But let's make today another great day. Actually it's already a nice day for me. All the birthday wishes. I like it. Thanks all you lovely people! Love you all! :D
